Thursday, December 29, 2011

Why I read - Part 1

Life is all a matter of perception (or MoP as my boyfriend calls it). Everything that you and I say, do, believe is determinant on the perspective that we have on life. Which is why if you are observant enough, you can be "psychic". When you 'know' someone, you can predict their behaviour; you can tell if so-and-so person will like such-and-such music or whether x and y will get along or hate each other, all kinds of stuff. (I spend my life trying to make myself as unpredictable as possible and I think I'm proud to say that I think I've succeeded to some extent at least).

But I digress (like Austin, except it's shorter). Back to MoP. Now, since everything in our life is so dependent on perspective, isn't it then important that we cultivate this, that we choose which perspective we will live our life by and have the opportunity to change that if given good reason to? I think yes. So it's really surprising that most of us spend such little time and thought on creating the right perspective for us. This is where reading comes in for me. It is obvious that I can't go through all the varied experiences that a human being could go through. So instead of going through them myself, I go through them vicariously, by reading.

Writing, any form of it, is basically a perspective laid down by somebody. This perspective may coincide with mine, it might be totally contradictory to mine, or it may be something completely new. If coinciding, it can help reinforce my own perception and even give me stronger reasons for believing that I am right. If contradictory, it allows me to see the good points of that perspective, maybe rebut some assumptions or conclusions, or simply decide that it doesn't suit me. And something completely new, well, there needn't be much said about that right? Broadening of horizons and all of that.

So the more I read, the greater my understanding of the world and its workings etc. It helps me sort out my beliefs and understand why I think the way I do.

But getting different perspectives on life is only one of the reasons for reading. In later posts, I will talk about other reasons for reading. Maybe. 

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Fans and obsessions

I can't obsess. No I mean it. I can't. I want to, but I can't. Everything I've 'obsessed' over...has lasted hardly a month. It didn't even start until 3rd year in college..can you believe that? So I spent 19 years of my life without a single obsession - not one actor, not one show, not one singer..nothing. Kinda sad. And now I realized I can't anymore. My attention span is too short. Too short. So I went mad about Jim Parsons, the actor from Big Bang Theory for a little bit. And then I moved on. And then I obsessed over Star Trek, the show...for a bit. Moved on again. Obsessed over Arthur (Camelot, Merlin and stuff). But it seems I'm moving on from that too. Moving to Game of Thrones...I'm trying to learn Dothraki. But learning a language is difficult. And I don't know how long my attention will stay. And I forget things. I have to read something over and over to remember it. I don't know why. So many people just remember things they love. I don't. I can't even remember Jim Parson's birthday now. That's how sad I am. I don't know why this is so. Maybe I'm too sensible, maybe I can't concentrate on one thing or one person, or I don't have persistence. Yeah that's what it probably is. Anyway whatever the reason, I just don't know a whole lot about anything. Because I get bored. I really hope someday I will be able to. That there'll be this one topic that I will be like a real expert on. That will be sooooo cool.